Cutie and the Beast
So, I'm auditioning for the part of Belle in a community production of 'beauty and the beast" on tuesday that is being done here this year. As i said a second ago, community theatre. amateur theatre. I've been walking around the last couple days thinking, 'hell yeah i have a shot at a great part....why wouldn't they cast me as belle?' then reality set in later on this afternoon as I was desperately trying to soak up the late afternoon soleil; what if some other chick appears from nowhere and blows them all away and they cast her and ask me to be bar maid #3....one of Gaston's ugly castoffs??????????????????? what confidence would i have left then? how do i pick myself up and move to new york and audition for professional theatre when community theatre in BERMUDA won't showcase me?? maybe i shouldn't audition.
see??? that fear of failure is immortal. it will endure until I can find a way to vaporize it. How about i just try to subdue it by potentially knocking their socks of on tuesday?
and if they don't cast me i will be sure to tell myself it was because i don't have brown hair. My ego might still be mendable that way.
personally, i think a blonde Belle is long overdue.
:P
posted by The ArtofBeingMe @ 6:01 PM
5 Comments:
time to take your hot ass out and audition.
we are all afraid, but it is those of us who DO in spite of our fears who are great -
go to it beeaatch.
Funny. I was also considering auditioning for a community production of Beauty and the Beast in Ottawa, only not as Belle, but Lefou or Lumiere. I have the same fears as you. But basically, I just want to get out of Ottawa, so I can't audition for it.
If Toni Braxton can play a black Belle on Broadway, you can play a blonde one in Bermuda.
dude, just so you know, the bar wenches rock! But you absolutely should be Belle. Wouldn't you dye your hair again? ;)
No, I know.....it's true. Bar wenches do turn me on.....it's more about my ego. I would happily play a bar wench anywhere else but bermuda.
And u know, if I felt like belle with brown hair was neccessary, like mary with dark hair was, i would do it again. but belle is sweet and kind. she's not a gambling, prostitute who jacks off daddy.
that still gives me the heebie jeebies........
Playing a bar wench in Beauty and the Best would be a dream fulfilled for me. Seriously.
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